pain.
hunger.
I am alive.the sound and feel of my heart beating against my chest is nothing more then a constant remind of the fact that i am alive. the pulse in my throat and wrists, pounding in my ear drums, the increasing ache in my skull. they're all nothing but vital reminders that i am alive. alive and breathing. if my heart were to stop beating, those reminders would be lost. but why, oh why, would i want my heart to stop? well, i don't, to be honest. maybe i just want it to slow down so it doesn't hit against my chest. or maybe i want it to speed up so it feels like it might burst right out from inside of me. i close my eyes. i'm in a white room. nothing butI am alive.
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Don't do as I say. Don't visit my gallery.
i forgot.
you have no comments.
Christa Lynn Bankes.
I love you. Not half to death.
Half = 5Ø%.
Half = half - ass.
I love you with all of my heart.
1ØØ%. & that will pretty much never change.
You're my best friend. Pretty much the shit. UhMayZing. Awesome. Lovely. Wicked Cool. Oh god, I am running out of cool words.
Anyways.
You are the fucking best. No matter what.
ahaha. i fail at this shit.
& i think i swear too much.
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You should come over sometime.
So we can get on IM with Sonny.
& be all awesome & hardcore.
& make him a videoooo. <3
would be fun. Nights at my house are so fun.
Hyped up on energy shots, & almost pissing out pants because we were laughing so hard over pizza that fell on the floor, cheese down. Best fifteen minutes, well spent.
Oh I miss Phillips Shows. & by the time we catch one, it will be too cold. But I am so glad you got me to go to one back last year. Probably one of the best things in this dumb town.
You know what, school would suck without you. Sure, I have Joey & Emily. But hell, I would miss you. I already miss you because you havn't been at my house in so long.
My life would suck without you.
Screw School. LOLOL! <3
mm. I'm cold at the moment, & I r shivering. & I am running out of words to say.
Honestly, I think we will forever be friends. Eh. I don't think, I know.
We go through some funny shit, & some scrary & screwed up situations. & times we cry our heart out. But we are here for eachother. & that is what best friends do. We're here for eachother. Always. <3
okay. enough of my love speech.
Christa. Jessica. Sex. nao.
Let us make babies. :]
iloveyou, Christa.
i love you too.
i'll come up with a way better reply later
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